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𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑨𝑵. ([personal profile] carcajous) wrote2024-09-25 09:55 am
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-02-14 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ in the chaos she doesn't hear him coming, doesn't even think to call out for him. she's been here before, or at least in similar enough situations, knows not to hope someone will show up because when they don't, she'll be left with nothing. so instead she just fights- or fights however much she can, kicking out with her legs and flailing and screaming. hands grip at her, holding her down against the stairs while they try and restrain her legs, and all karen can do is try and push back. to get out.

they're grabbing for her, but they don't seem to want to kill her - which, when she has the time to think about it, is different than before. before, they'd tried to kill her, to make it look like an accident, but now...

now, they're trying to take her somewhere. or get something from her. and she can't- she can't let that happen.

as soon as the thought hits her, something comes crashing through the wall. and when she says crashing she does mean crashing - bursting through in a shower of dust and splinters. she hears gunshots, hears someone yelling, but that's about it because her focus is on the loosened grip and the fact she suddenly has an ankle free, and the chance to land a kick directly under her assailant's jaw. he moves, then gets stabbed from the side, and Karen is scrambling to try and stand when a hand grabs her arm. get up- ]


L-Logan? [ he's covered in dust and grime, blood too, though it doesn't look like his, and there are- ah.

there are the claws.

she lets him pull her to her feet, shaking a little and feeling bruised, but otherwise okay. which is more than she can say for the three bodies littered amongst what remains of the wall. ]
Did you- [ does she need to ask? she takes an unsteady breath, adrenaline and a bit of pain keeping her upright, even as she shakes a bit, clutching her bag to her chest. ] Yeah- okay, yeah. [ she'll follow him out, though her instinct is to head back down the street, to run and make it the rest of the way to her actual building, but she'll follow logan if he says otherwise. ]
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-02-22 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she’s grateful for the steadying hand, feeling mostly held up by that grip as they head out of the bottom floor hall and back into the street. she’s more focused on getting out of there, on whether or not there are more of them waiting outside to see what catches logan’s attention for that moment.

karen and logan take a few back alleys and slip between buildings before they make it back to her’s, waiting for the go ahead before she actually follows him inside. he goes to the windows, and karen triple locks her door, dropping her bag and setting her pistol on the table near the door - finally, actually, letting herself breathe.

logan is still moving - closing the blinds, pushing her couch from the door, and karen just sort of watches him. combs her fingers back through her hair as she forces herself to breathe more slowly. steadily.

when she steps into the living space, she takes a seat in the chair furthest from the window, touching at a cut at the crown of her forehead and wincing. ]


They were trying to kidnap me. [ she says after a second, looking over to him. he says two more are still out there and more are coming and karen frowns. ] They haven’t done that before. Something’s changed. If I found something-

[ logan holds out the thumb drive and karen blinks, part of her wondering if he was even listening, but a larger part of her distracted by the unfamiliar thumb drive.

she takes it from him, turning it over in her hands. ]


I’ve never seen this before. [ her eyes go from the drive, to him, and then she’s standing - planning to go get her laptop from her bag. ] Where did you find it?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-02-26 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ she shakes her head as she walks, grabbing her laptop and returning to the chair she'd been sitting in, specifically away from the windows. the cut remains ignored as she waits for her computer to boot up. ]

Not mine. A lot of computers don't even work with these anymore. Most people need an adapter to... [ her thought trails off as she sticks it into her obviously older laptop, her knee starting to tap impatiently as she tries to pull it up.

the truth is, she hasn't ever seen this before, but that doesn't mean she wasn't carrying it around. the last interviews she had, the people she spoke with, there was an overall feeling that they knew what they were doing, and how dangerous it could be. could this be someone else's? could they have slipped it into her bag as she left? it seems more likely than one of her attackers just carrying it with them to kidnap her, but...

karen's focus is very obviously moved on, despite the way she is still trembling slightly from the whole ordeal. this, at least, is something she can do. something that might lead to answers, or maybe a lead. she clicks through a few times on her computer, tries to pull up the drive. the adrenaline is pushing her forward, towards something to find, until a screen pops up that makes her curse.

she all but drops the computer down on the coffee table between them - frustrated by what she found. ]


It's encrypted. Without a password, I can't get in. [ unfortunately for them both, her technological skills don't extend to breaking through firewalls. give her a database and enough keywords and she can find just about anything. but this?

she looks over to logan - lost as far as what to do next. ]
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-03 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ what bothers her the most is that she's still not sure yet how this all adds up. before now it had been fairly cut and dry - she was digging into a story, a case, and it was pissing some important people off. attempts at her life had been made, more than once, and each time it was subtle and it was elegant and it was highly orchestrated. but this is different, and there are too many questions. for one, how did the drive get there in the first place? what is it she supposedly has that is valuable enough for them to try and grab her in broad daylight? in public? what would have happened to her if logan hadn't been there?

karen's distracted as her mind plays through a variety of scenarios, biting on her fingernails absentmindedly until logan's voice cuts through her thoughts.

of course he knows a guy. really, who is karen even kidding? she's talking to logan. the wolverine. who was sent by charles xavier. the resources of the xmen have to be so that they can crack a passwords protected thumb drive, considering they've survived the way they have - with the way they've been targeted as enemies of the state as often as they have...

part of her feels almost embarrassed for even trying.

but then there's the beat, and the second part, and she blinks - confused. look at her? then she remembers the throbbing at her temple, and her eyes go up - as if looking up to her forehead - before she exhales. ]
Oh, yeah. I'm okay. I mean... I'll probably wake up with a few bruises, but you got there before they could really do anything.
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-03 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his expression darkens, and karen feels herself soften - recognizing that there's something else there, something that he's keeping tucked away, and karen can't help the way she softens a little under that look.

whatever this is... karen knows this feeling. she recognizes the drop from under her feet, the pressure bearing down on her every single stone she turns over. she knows this is bigger than her, but watching the weight settle on logan's shoulders makes it feel all that much worse.

she doesn't know what he's thinking about, don't know what he's considering or the lives he's lived outside of her apartment. she's read what she could find, has heard whispers and rumors and knows the stories of the wolverine, but she has very little information on the rest of it. on logan, who is a puzzle, who looks at her forehead and who darkens around not soon enough and who reminds her, so suddenly and wholly, of frank castle that something in her chest curls over itself.

he holds out her the pistol, and says get some sleep and karen's brow furrows, something like panic swelling in her chest. ]
Logan- [ she does reach out, but her hand goes to his wrist - not tight, just setting her hand on his forearm. ] Stay. [ the words leave her before she realizes what's happening, but that doesn't make them any less true. ] Just....tonight, at least. I don't- if they come here, I don't know what I'd do. [ and then, when karen realizes she's basically squeezing his wrist, she lets go - taking the gun from him. ]

Please?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-04 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ she catches him off-guard with that, and she thinks she understands why. they barely know each other, she barely knows him, and yet here she is. inviting him to stay the night in her apartment, with her, without...what? proof? all that she knows of logan is that he was sent by charles xavier, is the wolverine, is there to protect her, and he...

he completely destroyed the bottom floor of a building down the street. he killed multiple people, possible government officials, to keep her safe. he's still splattered with blood, even now, and Karen...

god, she's doing this again, isn't she? because yes, they barely spoke, they don't know each other, but- god, her heart has barely stopped racing, and the idea of trying to go to sleep, asleep in this apartment? it's not going to happen. so in that moment, in that pause, she almost wonders if he's going to say no. and then what will she do? where will she-

he nods, and Karen lets out a long, shaky breath - relieved more by that one gesture than she has in a long time. she checks the pistol's safety and stands, tucking it into another drawer. you mind? when karen looks go over and sees the cigar, she takes all of half a second to consider it (technically it's not permitted, technically she could lose her security deposit, technically...)

she shrugs. ]
Open a window, but go ahead. [ she tugs her hair back, pulling a ponytail from around her wrist, and heads back over to the kitchen. she is going to need to take a shower, she's going to need to cancel her interviews tomorrow, and god- she's going to probably need to tell matt and foggy about what happened, but-

karen walks over to the sink and starts washing her hands. ]
You want a drink?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-05 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ no...no one calls the cops. welcome to hells kitchen, logan. and while Karen is still a bit shaken up, still just sort of holding herself together, she also doesn't appear to be... well. she's not totally lost in the after of all of this.

instead, she washes her hands. she forces herself to breathe a little bit, and then a little bit more. she grabs a rag and presses it to her forehead, winces a little at the sting and heads back over to the fridge, pulls out two beers. ]


I won't say no. [ she says with a small smile, turning and setting the bottles down on the counter, turning to find a bottle opener. she's still searching when he asks about food, and she pauses for a moment, tries to think about the last time she ate a meal. ]

I could eat. [ she closes the cabinet, still no bottle opener, she huffs out a breath. ] Pizza?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-06 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ she snorts, nodding and turning to check one more place for the opener when his hand reaches out. her eyes go from his hand to his eyes and, after realizing what he's asking, passes over both bottles of beer.

of course he's the type to be able to just... do that. she watches it and then just kind of snorts, nods and takes one of the bottles. the sip she takes is long, longer than it probably needs to be, but she gives up on caring how she appears right now. ]
Okay, Pizza. [ she nods, opening a drawer and pulling out a stack of pamphlets. ] Any preferences?

[ if he doesn't, she's just going to order two (three?) large pizzas anyway, ending the call and setting the phone on the counter, and then taking another long drink. maybe she should have gotten the bottle of liquor, but at the same time...

the question makes her pause, and then she lifts a brow at him. ]


You want to know? [ and it's a little bit of a tease, a smile. so he is curious, then, and Karen doesn't mind the shift in topic. she walks around the kitchen counter and back to the mess that is her living space. ]

Most of what I found refers to you as Weapon X. Or maybe the program is Weapon X? It's unclear, but I started digging a lot into Stryker, when he popped up in those articles I grabbed but... [ she searches through a few files before she pulls one out, flipping through. ] Enhanced healing, grafted adamantium skeleton, heightened senses, superhuman stamina, durability, senses, speed, strength... [ she flips back another page, scanning for anything else interesting before she pauses. ]

Are you really over a hundred years old?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-06 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ at his huff, her smile grows - recognizing the exhausted acceptance of it. it's good to know he's a good sport, considering she has no idea how long this is going to go on. this being the threat on her life, which is dark to think about. dark to realize she doesn't know when this might end.

and yet, as each second passes, Karen slowly feels herself getting more and more steady. she's not shaking anymore, either, which is nice. she might event sleep tonight.

she finds the file, repeats the information she's dragged out of page after page after page of research, and logan listens. her forehead wrinkles a bit at his answer, looks that way, and she lets the papers fall closed again. ]
One of these ah- reports talked about some of the missions that Weapon X went on after everything. I'd thought for a while that it was a team, you know, one of those covert government assassin groups or something. But then I found something that looked like a list, and they all referred to one Weapon X, so part of me almost thought it was an actual weapon, a robot or something. [ she read them a few weeks back, had been so desperate for information that she hadn't been understanding them. hadn't seen the person, the human being, at the core of all of this. the list of procedures, the reports of survival, from, through, despite-

logan is still sitting at her kitchen table, and Karen feels her shoulders drop when she looks at him now, thinks about the details that she had skimmed through because none of it had really applied to what she was looking for. she'd been looking for kids, for stryker, for something that would help with her story.

this one is something else. and she feels a bit embarrassed about how she doesn't remember all of it. all of his life. she exhales. ]
One of the side effects of the things in- [ she gestures with the file, then drops it back down to the table, feeling a little sick with the way some of that was described. ] -stated memory loss. Potential, in the notes, but... you don't remember, do you?
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-07 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ it makes a difference to her, if only because now there's another story that had been sitting right there, right in those pages, and she'd passed right by it.

but that's for another time. she hasn't even finished this one, these kids, these poor kids, have to have justice. have to have their story out there. and then maybe, after...

she snorts a little at that. shrugs, as she crosses her arms over her chest, rubs at her own arms. ]
Among other things. A lot of it's redacted, so I'm sure there's more to it. There usually is. [ karen keeps her eyes on logan, though, watching him... think? process? though something tells her what she's saying isn't new for him, isn't anything he hasn't heard or figured out before. but he's obviously looking for more, for parts of him that were taken, forgotten to history.

she picks up her bottle of beer, moving to take another one of the bar stools next to him. she's content to listen, at this point, though something tells her he's not the yapping type. ]


Trauma tends to get stuck up there, violence too. It's harder to remember the good things when you've got so much bad, but. [ she shrugs. ] From what I've read of Professor Xavier, he would know better than anyone. [ her eyes follow his bottle to the counter, then back to him, considering. I know I'm good at it he says, and yet he looks like that when he says it. ]

Is that why you work with the Professor? To kill people?

[ somewhat of a leading question, but hey, she's not a lawyer. ]
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-11 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ the snort is all she really needs to know. whether or not he believes her, or whether or not he's taking any of it seriously. men like him generally don't, from what she's experienced, but she also doesn't know if she can really apply what she knows about other men to someone who's been alive for over a century. who has survived...

you don't think i'd make a good teacher?

now it's karen's turn to snort, and she does - quick, surprising her. does she think he'd make a good teacher? she tilts her head back and forth a little like she's considering it before she grins a little. ]


Honestly? You're probably a favorite with all the teen girls. You give off teacher crush energy. Let me guess... P.E.?

[ they were just talking about killing people, something that she believes him wholeheartedly. but he's also... lost. looking for missing pieces of himself, looking for missing pieces of his life. karen can't help the urge to want to help him, though she's sure all that she has is basic information he's probably figured out by this point. ]

It's either that or English.
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[personal profile] pagings 2025-03-11 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ the chuckle may be wry, but it's enough. her smile grows just a little bit at it, especially at his question. based on experience? he asks, and karen just sort of shrugs, completely innocent.

its only a few moments later than she breaks, giggling a little bit. she knows there is probably more to that story, knows that when logan doesn't add anything else to the story. but karen doesn't need to know more than that, not right now. maybe not ever. but it wouldn't be the first time.

and yeah, it is late, and it's getting later. karen knows that she's going to hurt tomorrow, more so if she doesn't sleep, but the exhaustion that has hung over her for weeks, that she feels in her bones, it's still there but it's not going to take her to sleep. not yet, at least.

she downs the rest of her beer, is about to stand for more when logan pushes to his feet first. it's an immediate reaction that shoots fear through her chest, freezes her to the spot as she watches him move to her front door. she doesn't take her eyes off him as he moves to the door, her hand reaching - slowly - across the counter to a pair of scissors.

and then she hears it, the exchange, the smell of pizza, the kid dropping the boxes off. karen realizes, very suddenly, how ridiculous she's acting. karen lets go of the scissors, rubs her hands across her face as she exhales, tries to force herself to relax.

yeah, she's not sleeping any time soon.

it's not until logan brings the pizza back over to the counter that karen lets out another breath, rubs at her face again before she stands. ]


Do you want a plate? [ that's not what she's going for, necessarily, but it's a good excuse to get back up into the cabinet, another half bottle of whiskey. ]

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